I'm feeling kind of guilty...
Matt spent so much time trying to make sure that I was healthy after the explosion...
But I think he overdid it. I mean, let's face it, he's not exactly used to hardwork that's not hacking... And he's been taking care of the Kira case for me when I was out of commission...
I really don't deserve that boy... He does too much for me... I'm worried it'll get him killed someday...
Anyways, I should go... Matt's coughing pretty hard in the next room and I'm worried about him. I hope he's alright...

—YOUR GUY SIDE—-
[ ] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV. (Football, of course. Matt hated it.)
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice. (If you considered Watari or L as my father...then yes.)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear. (Comfortable? Yes. Cool? No.)
[x] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth. (Ew. No. Matt does that.)
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night. (I hate socks.)
[x] You have fished at least once.

—-YOUR CHICK SIDE—-
[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner (Occationally.)
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom to talk. (I did when she was still alive...)
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (That's all I wear!)
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook. (Notebook? I have...bad connotations with that word.)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like. (...Guilty. But you would, too, if half your face got blown off...)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[x] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

----Appearance -------

[ ] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/ burn easily. (Tan.)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[x] I have a tattoo. (Matt's name tattooed over my ring finger.)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •

[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[x] I’ve had my tonsils removed. (Oh, diet of chocolate icecream... I miss you...)
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[x] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox. (I lived in an orphanage... When one person got it, we all did.)

• Traveling •

[x] I’ve driven / riden over 200 miles in one day. (I've ridden my bike like that just for the hell of it before.)
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[x] I’ve been to Cuba.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[x] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[x] I’ve been to Florida.

• Experiences •

[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny-dipping. (With Matt. <3)
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. (To think.)
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Honesty / Crime •

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. (Like start a life in organized crime. Again.)
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. (See above.)
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[ ] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested. (Not yet, thank God... Unless you count L finding me 'arrested'.)

• Death and Suicide •

[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •

[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •

[x] I can sing well. (I think I sound decent.)
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (I turned all my work in for every class.)
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (If I live through this...then there's a lot of things I'd like to do.)
[x] All my answers were totally honest

Which Princess are you?

I...don't really know.
I try to be a realist, but, I suppose, I'm more of a pessimist if anything.

Envy. Without a doubt, it's definately envy.
Though wrath and pride are close seconds.

Not that this person is really a CELEBRITY-celebrity, but um... this girl right here?: http://blackfruitbat.deviantart.com/art/Nicotine-109406529

and here?: http://blackfruitbat.deviantart.com/art/No-Smoking-66937695

and here?: http://blackfruitbat.deviantart.com/art/Next-Stage-75716273

...Yeeeeah, I could be straight for her. Oooooh yeah.

That being said, before Matt gets mad and upset with me, it's all \about the cosplay. If it were one of her other cosplays, then I couldn't go straight for her. I love you, Matty~! I swear, it's only because of the uncanny likeness to you, I promise, baby. <3

Do you belie​ve your ex think​s about​ you?
I don't have an ex. Matty and I are still together.

Tell me about​ the shirt​ you'​​re weari​ng?​​
It's a white tee shirt.

Whats​ curre​ntly bothe​ring you right​ now?
A lot of things. Mostly Near and Kira.

What are you curre​ntly heari​ng?​​
The TV playing Buffy the Vampire Slayer reruns.

When were you last outsi​de?​​
This morning.

What was the first​ thing​ you thoug​ht this morni​ng?​​
God, it's nice to wake up to Matt giving me a blowjob.

Are you afrai​d of the dark?​​
Sometimes.

Are you curre​ntly frust​rated​ with a boy/​​girl?​​?​​
Near.

Who did you last say I love you to NOT in your famil​y?​​
To Matt a couple of hours ago.

What did you last eat?
A chocolate bar.

Are you gonna​ get high later​?​​
No.

If myspa​ce made you pay would​ you still​ use it?
I don't have a MySpace in the first place.

Whose​ gradu​ation​ will you atten​d next?​​
I don't think I'll be attending anyone's graduation.

Have you ever gotte​n a sunbu​rn so bad it hurt to move?​​
Once or twice back at Whammy's. It hurt, but I can't say that I minded too much. Matt got to put sun lotion all down my back where I couldn't reach.

Do you toss & turn for hours​ at night​ or fall right​ to sleep​?​​
I tend to toss and turn a lot...

Has anyon​e ever hung up on you?
Yes.

What woke you up today​?​​​​​
Matt giving me a blowjob. God, he's wonderful.

Have you ever tried​ to break​ someo​ne up?
Haha... Yes, quite a few times at Whammy's when Matt had girlfriends.

Dark hair or light​ hair in the oppos​ite sex?
Opposite sex? Who cares?

What was your dream​ about​ last night​?​​​​​
Near and I were alone in a room putting together a puzzle. When it was finished, it was a picture of Matt dead. I woke up in the middle of the night crying. Matt took care of me and helped me get back to sleep.

Have you ever been calle​d Princ​e/​​​​​Princ​ess?​​​​​
Matt calls me Princess all the time.

Do you wear makeu​p?​​​​​
A little eyeliner for Matt when I want to look sexy.

What are you doing​ later​?​​​​​
Sleeping most likely. Unless Matt gets home soon.

Where​ is your biolo​gical​ fathe​r right​ now?
Six feet under.

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it?
Yes, absolutely.

Last time you slept​ over at someb​ody'​​​s house​?​​​​​
I don't know... I guess living with Matt counts.

Are you a bad influ​ence?​​​​​
Probably.

Do you ever think​ about​ any of your exes?​​​​​
I don't have any exes.

How do you feel about​ your life right​ now?
I don't know...

Has anybo​dy ever given​ you butte​rflie​s?​​​​​
Matt.

When was the last time you went shopp​ing?​​​​​
Matt usually takes care of the shopping, but I went with him last week. He was excited because I let him hold my hand in public.

Did you laugh​ a lot at somet​hing today​?​​​​​
I laughed when Matt tried to make homemade chocolate and failed. Hard.

When you see new peopl​e,​​ ​​​do you judge​ how they look or act?
Not so much on looks, but on how they act.

Where​ were you on July 4th?
I don't remember.

Do you say the F word a lot?
Fuck yes.

Last time you wore a dress​?​​
Umm...A few weeks ago. I wanted to give Matt a little...surprise.

Do you blow-​​dry your hair?​​​​​
Sometimes.

Can you keep a secre​t?​​​​​
Yes.

Have you ever done somet​hing outra​geous​ly dumb?​​​​​
I blew myself up.

The perso​n you have feeli​ngs for shows​ up at your house​,​​​​ what do you do?
Jump his bones, considering he lives with me.

If you were a crayo​n,​​​​​ what color​ would​ you be?
Goldenrod.

Can you imagi​ne yours​elf getti​ng marri​ed?​​​​​
Yes. Matt doesn't know it yet, but I bought tickets to England so that we can get married in Whammy's Chapel.

Were you happy​ when you woke up today​?​​
Very, thanks to Matt.

Do you belie​ve that every​ one has a soul-​​​​​mate?​​​​​
Yes.

Is tomor​row going​ to be a good day?
I hope so.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I don't know that I'll get the chance. And even if I do live through this case... I don't know what I'll do with myself.

How often​ do you drink​ water​?​​
A few times a day.

Do your initi​als spell​ out a word?​​​​
No.

When is the last time you saw firew​orks?​​
The 4th of July last year in L.A.

Are you a fan of iced coffe​e?​​​​
It's okay.

Last movie​ seen in theat​res?​​​​​
I don't remember.

Last movie​ seen at home?​​​​​
The Princess Bride, courtesy of Matt.

Least​ favor​ite jonas​ broth​er?​​​​​
I...don't even know who they are.

Does anyth​ing hurt on your body?​​​​​
My back.

Do you think​ you'​​​​​ll be marri​ed in 10 years​?​​​​​
Yes.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My mother named me after angels...Well, with some modification. Mihael instead of Micheal. But Gabriel, my middle name, wasn't changed.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? A few nights ago. I woke up crying. It was kind of weird. Nightmarish type thing. Matt comforted me.
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Sometimes.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Depends on my mood.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Some days, yes. Other days, no way in hell.
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Of course not. How could you even suggest such a thing?
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Nope. I got them removed when I was twelve. Matt fed me chocolate icecream. Apparently he thought that I lost the ability to use a spoon, since he fed it to me. ...You know, looking back on it, I wonder how I didn't notice how blantantly obvious his love for me was. ...Then again, he always had a girlfriend, so I suppose that's partially his fault as well.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Say when and where.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Cocoa Wheats, Cocoa Wheats can't be beat, they're the creamy hot ceral with the cocoa treat...
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? My Army boots? Yes. My Italian leather boots? They don't have zippers or laces, so no.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate. Chocolate chip cookie dough. Moosetracks. Mint Chocolate Chip... pretty much anything that's chocolatey.
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Eyes and hands.
15. RED OR PINK? Dark red.
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? My emotional instability and the fact that I am easily obsessed. I'm also way too competitive and I'm a terrible perfectionist. Matt has to pull me away from things alot so that I don't freak out.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? L...
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? I'd like Matt to complete it.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? I'm wearing black jeans and no shoes.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? "I Wanna Be Sedated" by The Ramones.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? The black one.
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Chocolate, rain, Matt's cigarettes, coffee, sugar, strawberries, honey, lilies and church incense.
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Matt. He went out to buy groceries and I needed to add a couple things to the list.
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? It wasn't sent to me. I just found it by accident.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Football. Sometimes I'll turn on the tele and watch David Beckham. ...Wow. I just now realized what an impact being raised in England had on me.
27. HAIR COLOR? Like...my haircolor? Or my favorite hair color? ...Well, my hair's "honey blonde" according to Matt, but I have a thing for redheads. Or...a redhead. Whichever.
28. EYE COLOR? Mine's green...ish blue, I guess. Depends on the lighting. Usually they look bright green, though. And Matt's are like...this deep emerauld color. It's really pretty. Intense. Especially when he's horny. His eyes get really bright when he's horny.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No, I don't need to.
30 FAVORITE FOOD? Chocolate.
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? I prefer mysteries over these both, but given the choices, I like horror movies. If they're creepy enough, Matt gets all girly and hangs on me. But Matt's a sucker for happy endings, so we watch a good deal of them both.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Mmm...I think it was "Anatomy of a Murder".
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter. Summer's too hot for leather.
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Mmm...Matt kisses.
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Milk and cookies.
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Matt.
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? I don't know...Near, maybe?
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? The Bible.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Optical mouse. No pad.
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Buffy the Vampire Slayer reruns. And why is it that everytime I type that name, I always want to spell it Buffy the Campfire slayer? I think I'm onto something... It could be a public service annoucment about forest fires. Because Buffy could totally kick Smokey's ass.
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)? Matt's breathing when he's asleep, rain against tin roofs, church organs.
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Rolling Stones. Beatles are a little too...peace and love for me.
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? If by home you mean Russia? Los Angeles, California. If by home you mean the Whammy's House? Tokyo, Japan.
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? My intelligence and willingness to act, I suppose. Though Matt says I can sing, too.
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Matt's.
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER? He came to Whammy's House and I wanted to make him smile since he looked so sad.
49. DO YOU STRIVE FOR HAPPINESS OR ENJOY THE DARK SIDE? I strive for happiness, just not my own. If Kira is defeated, the world will be a much better place. Do I enjoy the dark side, though? No. I'm pretty well consumed by it, but that doesn't mean that I enjoy it. I strive for salvation more than anything else.
50. ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU? Second.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
Mmmm... Yes. Yes, I have. Two lip rings, actually. Snakebites. Just...mmmmm...mmmm....yes...

Who was the last baby you held?
I...don't think I've ever held a baby before.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Getting my picture back from Near. No, I don't want to talk about it.

Do you like pancakes?
Yes. Matt makes them for me sometimes. With chocolate chips. And he shapes them like hearts.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes, I told Matt this morning.

Do you like surprises?
Like Matt, I also like the sexy kind.

Do you trust all your friends?
Matt's the only friend I really have anymore.

What did the last myspace message you received say?
I don't have a myspace.

Be serious or funny?
Serious.

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you are wrong?
Sometimes.

Do you like to cuddle?
...Yes. With Matt.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes.

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
I'm wearing one of Matt's striped shirts. This one's red and black. And even though I'm taller now? It's still ridiculously big on me. I might as well be fourteen again, if it weren't for the scar on the side of my face.

What about the pants you are wearing?
I'm wearing a pair of Matt's boxers. They have little red Mario mushrooms on them. God, he's a nerd.

How have you felt today?
I made sure that I started out the day good by eating pancakes with Matt and having some nice, early morning sex, but leaving to get my picture from Near? ...Not so much fun.

Have you kissed someone in a vehicle?
Mmmhmm. I've more than kissed someone in a vehicle. Mmm... I wonder if Matt will let me fuck him over the hood of his car in celebration of Kira's death? That would be new.

Are you a forgiving person?
Depends on who they are and what they did, really.

Are you wearing shorts?
Boxer shorts, yeah.

Ever had a girl best friend?
Linda's the closest thing I've had to that.

Last time you laughed and who made you laugh?
I laughed this morning when Matt licked the pancake batter off of my nose.

Last argument?
Last night when Matt was fucking me and telling me how sexy my scar was and I disagreed. It was...a rough day.

Where will you be in an hour? In an hour, God-willing, I'll be tied up underneath Matt and fucked into oblivion.

Do you think you will make a good wife/husband?
I don't know, but... I'll try.

Are you a jealous person?
...Did you seriously just ask that question?

Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
Chocolate milkshake.

Have you ever kissed someone who's name started with C?
No. I've only ever kissed Matt.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I...don't know. I believe in free will and not predestination.

Is there someone you really like to just hang out with and talk about stuff?
Matt. Maybe when all of this is over we can just...be and not feel like we have to rush.

When did you last talk to the opposite sex?
Just talked to Halle today.

Who did you last piss off?
Near, most likely.

Are you a bitch?
...Yeah.

What is something you disliked about your day?
Near. Enough said.

Someone just handed you $100,000 now what would you do?
I'd use it to make sure that Matt's safe...

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
If it's Matt, then yes.

What's been different this year?
Things between Matt and I are a lot better... But I also got my face blown off. It's a trade I'm happy to make, though.

What was the last thing you drank?
Hot chocolate, courtesy of Matt, who can tell that I'm in a bitchy mood.

Last place you hugged someone?
The kitchen.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Batshit crazy and homocidal. Suicidal at points, too, but I haven't told Matt about that yet...

Do you have a good relationship with your ex?
I've only been with Matt.

Who are you missing the most right now?
L.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Near? Yes. Well...kinda. It's complicated. I haven't really had a conversation with Matt since I got home. He just made me hot chocolate.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Nope.

What do you want to name your first child ?:
If it was a girl? Olga. I don't think Matt'll be too crazy about it, but it was my mother's name. If it was a boy? Gabriel.

Have you ever met someone with that name ?:
Olga was my mother. I've never met a Gabriel, but that's my middle name.

If you saw a girl with a tail clipped to her belt loop, what would you think?
I don't know.

Do you feel like an idiot every time you step into hot topic ?:
Not really. If people stare at me, I just glare until they fuck off.

Who hosts The Family Feud ?:
...What?

What do you think about bands like 3oh3 and hollywood undead ?:
I...have never heard of them and don't know who they are.

Is your mom good at cooking ?:
She was, yeah.

What are you best at on Rock Band: Guitar , Drums , or Singing?:
I've never played.

Do you like to say mean things to little kids, because you know they wont understand:
...Yes.

Do you like the brand Obey ?:
Never heard of it.

Does you favorite mall have more than one floor?:
Yes.

Have you ever shopped at Ruehl ?:
...What's that?

Do you have a crazy aunt ?:
Not that I know of.

Do you like family get togethers ?:
...My family's dead. Orphan, remember?

What was your favorite gift you ever got someone ?:
Matt's 14th birthday present.

Do you like the game Apples to Apples ?:
If I'm playing with the right people.

You grandma invites you over for tea , but instead of tea , she hands you a pistol and tells you to murder a citizen , what do you do ?:
A year ago? I would've murdered the citizen.

Do you feel bad that you arent as close to your grandparents as you were ?:
I never knew them.

Do you still get happy meals when you go to mcdonalds ?:
I only get the hot chocolate and the shakes. Occationally the chocolate softserve.

Do you think sweat bands look hot on guys ?:
I think Matt's hot in anything, so...

Have you ever thought a man over 40 was attractive ?:
No.

"if you liked it , then you should have put a ring on it" Does that mean i should start putting rings on all my favorite things?:
...I put a ring on Matt's tongue, sooooo...

Do you agree that Sasha Fierce is the most retarded thing ever ?:
...Who?

Would you rather get cash or a gift card ?:
I'd rather have sex.

What is your boyfriend`s favorite video game ?:
Streetfigher and Portal. It's a tie.

Tim Burton`s live action Alice in wonderland ;; Yay or Nay ?:
I don't care.

Who is your favorite character from "The Rules Of Attraction" ?:
...What?

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
Matt.

The last person you kissed hates you, why?
Matt doesn't hate me.

What does your hair look like?
Blonde and longish....er... That's about as detailed as I really think of it.

What would you do if your best friend of the opposite sex liked you?
Linda did like me once. But like... I'm gay, sooooo...

How many people do you trust?
Matt.

Why did your last relationship end?
When I left Whammy's. But I came back and we're together again now.

Are you happy with your life?
I don't think I can be truly happy until Kira's defeated, but... I'm bordering on content.

If you could go back in time, would you?
Yes. I'd bring L proof of who Kira is.

How far back would you go?
Four or five years.

Last thing you did before bed last night?
Snuggled with Matt  while watching the news.

Ever dated anyone on your top friends?
I don't have a myspace.

Anything bothering you?
Near and Kira.

If you could have anything, what would it be?
Kira dead.

What's your favorite place you've been to?
Anywhere with Matt.

Do you go to school?
Not anymore.

Last time you cried?
Yesterday.

Is green your favorite color?
I like it.

Do you text or call more?
Call.

Do you have a friend that you've known since you were little?
Matt.

How long have you had your myspace?
I don't.

Last person to come over to your house?
I've never had a house, so...

What do you usually do first in the morning?
Have sex with Matt.

Do you have workout video's?
No.

Favorite thing to shop for?
Chocolate.

Is being single fun?
No.

Are you dating the very last person you kissed?
Yes.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yes

What color are your eyes?
Bright green.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yes.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Not if I get my way and Matt and I get to have some fun.

Can you honestly say looks don't matter?
No. Because I hate this scar on the side of my face.

Was today a good day?
It was okay...much better now that I'm home.

Do you get mad easily?
Yes. I mean, really?

Where do you see yourself in 2 years?
Probably dead.

Plans for tomorrow?
I have to meet with some contacts.

Last awkward moment?
I don't know.

Ever liked someone older than you?
I used to like L.

What's your relationship with the first person on your top?
No, I don't have a myspace.

If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
It would be Matt, so I would.... I don't know what I'd say.

How did your day go yesterday?
Alright, I suppose.

Ever been on a blind date?
No.

Anything you want to tell someone?
I want to tell Matt that I love him.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Watching the news and snuggling Matt.

Anything you're giving up on?
Nothing yet.

How many letters are in your last name?
Five.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
I could, but I never want to. Not again.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Yes. I do.

Who do you tell everything to?
I'm...trying to be that open with Matt like that again.

Do you think you've made a difference in anyone's life?
I hope so.

Could you honestly say you love someone right now?
Yes.

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Who the fuck gave Madonna permission to steal my look?!
I'll sue, I tell you! SUE!

I totally stole this from Matt... It just seemed like fun! ^_^' Here goes!
Oh, and Matty? ...Please don't be mad at me? ^_^' <3 I love you so much! <3

( Quizzy-ma-thinger )

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

I look like shit.

2. How much cash do you have on you?

About 20 dollars...the rest is on my card.

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?

Score

4. Favorite planet?

Mars

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?

Linda.

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?

"Milkshake" by Goodnight Nurse

7. What shirt are you wearing?

Matt;'s sweater.

8. Do you label yourself?

Number 1.

9. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently wearing?

I don't wear shoes unless I absolutely have to.

10. Bright or Dark Room?

Dark please.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

I love them very, very much.

12. What does your watch look like?

I don't have a watch, just my LG Chocolate phone...

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?

I was reading with Matt curled up in my lap.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?

"See you soon" from Matt.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?

I have no idea.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?

Love.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?

Linda, actually. Not in a romantic way, in that squeally, girly, "OMG Mello, I LOVE you!" way...and then she glomped me in the middle of the hallway. Most people are sure I'm straight now, but what they don't know is that the only reason she said it was because I ordered her in an uber rare (and uber graphic, might I add,) doujinshi and she loved it.

18. Last furry thing you touched?

The lining of my winter coat.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?

Caffine, I guess... since I drink coffee and there's caffine in chocolate...

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?

Just two I think...

21. Favorite age you have been so far?

I don't know....

22. Your worst enemy?

Kira. Near. But most likely myself.

23. What is your current desktop picture?

 

<3

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

"Love you, too" to Matt when I left this morning.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?

I'd pick the money. Then I could buy chocolate.

26. Do you like someone?

No. I love Matt, though.

27. The last song you listened to?

"Long Hard Road out of Hell" by Marilyn Manson.

28. What time of day were you born?

Midnight.

29. What’s your favorite number?

3. <3

30. Where did you live in 1987?

I wasn't born yet... I had to wait a couple years before I could live anywhere.

31. Are you jealous of anyone?

Near.

32. Is anyone jealous of you?

I don't really know...

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?

Sleeping, actually. I live in England so it didn't effect us as much as it did the Americans.

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?

Kick it, punch it, swear at it, apollogize to it, plead with it, promise it things and then I repeat the cycle over and over until I get too pissed off and I just stomp away.

35. Do you consider yourself kind?

Not really.

36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?

On my back.

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?

I'm fluent in several languages...Enough that I can fool native speakers into thinking I'm also native... I should learn Hindi, though...

38. Would you move for the person you loved?

Of course.

39. Are you touchy feely?

Not as much as Matt is.

40. What’s your life motto?

"If at first you don't suceed, try, try again."

41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?

My Rosary, my ring, and my bracelet.

42. What’s your favourite town/city?

I don't know if I have one...

43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?

The videogame I got for Matt today.

44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?

I write to L sometimes, but I usually just e-mail him.

45. Can you change the oil on a car?

Yes.

46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?

I heard that he filled out this quiz. <3

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?

Further than I really want to.

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?

The prom thing. I don't think I looked all that great. And Matt was sort of upset that I didn't dance with him in front of people.

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?

My head.

50. Have you been burned by love?

Yes, a couple years ago, when Matt told me that I wasn't  his boyfriend and I slugged him.  But he's my boyfriend now, so it all worked out.

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-Would you like to fall in love in the next few months?
I'm already in love, and I'd like to stay that way.

-What did you do for last Valentine's day?
Moped around until Matt came to my room after his date and hung out with me. He gave me chocolate.

-Did you tell the last person you liked your feelings for them?
...The last person I liked before Matt, you mean? ...I didn't tell L how I felt, no. It was just passing crush, anyways.

-What time will you be getting up tomorrow morning?
5:00 to study before classes.

-How are you feeling at this exact moment in time?
Lonely. Matt's off...somewhere, he didn't say where...

-Any weekend plans?
I want to go into town with Matt if we have the time... I've never actually had a real date with him...

-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
No way. Too early.

-Your mom tells you to take out the trash and clean your room, your reply?
Roger tells me to do that all the time. I tell him to sod off.

-Who were you talking to at 1am this morning?
Matt, in bed.

-Closest pink object?
Emmy's stuffed elephant that she left here.

-Are you mad at anyone?
Near.

-How old will you be in 5 years?
19.

-Are you watching TV while doing this?
Nope.

-Last thing you ate?
A bar of chocolate.

-Are you having a good hair day?
...Have I ever had a bad one?

-Do you have any bruises?
A few. I play a lot of football (soccer, if you don't know what I'm talking about) so I get kicked a lot in the shins.

-Are you hot or cold right now?
Cold... Matt should be here to warm me up. <3

-Who are your last 4 texts from?
3 from Matt, 1 from Linda.

-Whats your current favorite color?
Black and red.

-What color shirt are you wearing?
Umm...I'm wearing Matt's black and white striped sweater.

-Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
I wasn't, but now that you brought it up: Matt.

-Ever had a near death experience?
Yes.

-When was the last time you cried?
Last week when I fought with Matt.

-Where is your mom?
Heaven.

-Where is your ex?
I don't have any.

-What did you do last night?
Had sex with Matt.

-Do you like rain?
Sometimes I really, really do.

-What are you thinking about right now?
Going on a real date with Matt... I hope he likes the idea.

-What is more difficult for you: looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes while they tell you how they feel?
If it's Matt? Neither are difficult.

-Last person you hugged?
L.

-What would be harder, for you to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
For me to tell someone that I love them... I don't like being vulnerable.

-Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to, whether you love them or not, they will just always be in the back of your mind?
L and Matt. ...And Near, actually. Maybe even B.  And my mum.

-Whats the furthest away from home you have ever been?
Russia, if you consider Whammy's my home.

-On a scale of 1-10, how good do you think your life has been so far?
It started out at 0, but with Matt in my life? Steadily climbing up to 10.

-Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Matt.

-Do you currently have a hickey?
...Yes.

-Look behind you, what do you see?
The door.

-How do you feel about the last person you kissed?
I love them very much. <3

Who is your last text from and what does it say?
From Matt...I'd share with you what it said, only it's pretty dirty.

Burger King or Wendy's?
Chocolate.


Latest you stayed up in the past week?
I've been pulling all-nighters. Between studying and sexing Matt, my schedule's pretty full.


Where are you right now?
In the library. Matt has to fix my computer again.


Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Linda's the closest thing I have to that...


What were you doing at 9:30 last night?
Having sex with Matt.


Are you listening to music right now?
No.


Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
It was Matt.


Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I want a tattoo.


How long can you go without your phone?
Long periods of time if Matt's with me.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone and what did you talk about?
Linda, telling me about the new yaoi doujinshi she got... Um...yeah.

Do you know anyone that is married that shouldn't be?
My parents when they were alive?


Do you curse in front of your parents?
Umm...seriously? I'm a fucking orphan.


What is your current annoyance?
The fact that Near is sitting in the corner and won't stop FUCKING STARING at me.


Last time you saw fireworks, with who and where?
Matt, last year on Guy Fawkes day.

Who did you last lay in bed with?
Matt.


Are you afraid of roller coasters?
No, I love them! Matt hates it when I drag him onto them.


Macy's gift card or Hollister gift card?
How about a gift card to Chocolatrie?

Who pissed you off yesterday?
Near.


At what age do you want to be married?
NOW!


Where is your mom right now?
Heaven.


What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Studying.


Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Nope.


When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
The last time I fought with Matt.


What girls/guys can you tell anything to?
Matt and L.


Can you play guitar hero?
Fuck no.


Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Cold.


What do you currently hear right now?
Near playing with his fucking toys.


How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I don't know...but I bet Matt would love to adopt someday.

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
I don't have Myspace, but Matt's in class....Or at least he should be.

What's your ringtone?
Linda messed with my phone. Now it plays the Goodnight Nurse version of 'Milkshake'.


Three things you did yesterday?
-Went to all my classes.
-Studied in the library.
-Had sex with Matt.


Did anyone ever see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Emmy and L. Well, and Linda...but I don't think Matt knew about that. It was for my Christmas present to him. She drew a picture of it.


When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
It depends on if they're worth going after.

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated
...me badly? Not that I can think of.


Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Matt's. <3

What are you doing tonight?
I plan on showing Matt a good time, but he doesn't know it yet. <3 Won't he be surprised?


Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
Nope.


Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Always. <3


Does anyone hate you?
Near, probably. And Beyond.


Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.


Do you want a small or big wedding?
Small.


Who was the last girl you talked to?
Linda.

...Matt's going to think I'm the biggest girl on the planet, but...
...This is one of my favorite movies.
...I really want to watch it now...